Sometimes as I go on my pathway through life, I can forget who I am. Life gets so busy that I just take the smoothest pathway and go with the flow of life. When I do that, I go into "mom mode" and take care of everyone around me. It's just what I do. I'm a mom.
And moms are not told enough how freakin' awesome y'all are! Neither are dads! And I'm going to put teens in there as well. We all go on our way thinking we are ordinary folk with troubles that no one can see except us! At one time or another, we can all feel alone on our journey in this life.
So I just want to tell you:
YOU ARE AMAZING! YOU ARE A LIVING MIRACLE! REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE!
I was on a phone call last night with a friend, and she commented how her kids were just about ready to be done in her "nest", and after all these years she could finally take some time for herself. She could finally get healthy again, and focus on her needs. As an observer I was emotional listening to her, and my heart hurt for her that she had to wait so long to be able to take care of herself.
This morning, I am reflecting on that call, and I looked inward at my own life, and I am living the same life! Why do we do that? Why in our quest to not be selfish and to please and take care of others, not to mention avoiding conflict, do we allow ourselves to be used as doormats to do others bidding? Even our own children... our GROWN children?
I am living the life that I was emotional about in someone else. That's a problem!
I find that on my journey to get healthy, it's easier to succumb to other peoples wants. It's a mind game to be able to stand up for yourself without being over-bearing and un-agreeable. I still haven't found that happy place where I can be taken care of and my family can be happy. I fight it every day. Thankfully some days are easier than others.
I don't have a solution yet, except this:
I am worth fighting for.
I am the warrior that has to do the fighting.
I have to be strong mentally as well as physically.
It's also a spiritual journey. Thankfully God is always there when we need Him and reach out for help.
It's ok to cry and rest - but don't give up.
I am worth fighting for.
And so I will.
I fought this morning. Once for me doing my daily Yoga Retreat, and once again with my daughter who is visiting. She kicked my butt!
It was interesting doing that second round of the 3 week yoga retreat. I did it on my first day, and now 6 days later I did it again. I found that I am more flexible than I was that first day. My balance isn't perfect but it's better. And I can do a full plank! Not for long, but I can do it. I never thought that I would be strong enough to do that!
BUT I DID IT!
That surprised me!
Life gets tough, but keep going! It's worth the work, the tears and the TIME! If I can do it, then you can too. And don't think you can't!
YOU CAN. . . BECAUSE YOU ARE AMAZING!
And now, I'm going to go have my Beach Body Shakeology! I think it's starting to make a difference!
If you would like to join me on my journey, or would like more information about the program I'm following, comment me below.
Shakology Recipe of the Day:
Mint Chocolate Shakeology
In a blender, or shaker bottle add:
8-12 oz water
1/2 teaspoon Mint extract
1 scoop Chocolate Shakeology
Ice to blend, or ice in shaker bottle to cool.
Shake or blend and then ENJOY YOUR DAY FRIENDS!
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